Nothing hurts more then being close with someone then suddenly you’re not good enough for them because they are in a relationship now.. And nothing you do will even change that. I look around and I can see our friendship falling apart all around us but you are so oblivious to that, I wonder if I should even fight for it anymore.. It’s like all the pieces that need to be fixed are falling all at once and I don’t have enough hands to catch them all, and every piece I don’t catch, every piece that lands on the ground is just another thing for me too slip on and fall. I don’t think you ever realised how I much I love you, how much I care, everything you did, everything you still do ignites a fire within me, we could be standing, freezing in the snow but I bet you could still give me that warm feeling inside. I don’t know how to tell you that you’re my whole world without sounding broken.. But regardless of what happens, what’s happened…the only thing I want from you right now is to hear you say you made the right decision, as long as you are happy then that’s all that matters..